You all won't know what growing up is like for me...to the rest of u all...growing up is just like eating,sleeping,playing,studying...but to me it was like hell...i just dunnoe what i did in my previous life that i have to lead this kind of life here...
growing up without a father hence my mother has to work like hell and to help her to ease her burden i tried and tried to help...but with that stupid idiotic dumb sister that has no brains to think,my life became even hell-like...just because of my fucking father which i hate the most in the world,any problems my mother faced,she would put her anger on me as my sister is hardly at home...and as a growing child,i was bullied but i didn't even dared to speak a word about anything to anyone...hence the quiet me u all see...plus the problems faced in school...i tried to cheer up but it wasn't that easy said than done...
now u all know why i don't post...because i find it a nuisance to type it out..i rather keep it within me okay...although i seem happy everyday but at night you will see a different me...but don't bother to try to know me now..because pride is my priority so i will hide myself from anyone from trying to get close to me...don't bother to know me now...it's too late ...i wondered why i can't meet such a person when i was younger and needed help...i just hated this world and myself and everyone...even you who is reading now...don't ask me why i hate you because this is what the environment had force me into...