During the first night of the chalet,i did not sleep a wink...i wanted to get those memories in my mind...and i managed to do so...that night was a hard day for me...all of you did slept for a moment...but i struggled not to...easily..the night passed...

That night you seemed so tired...with red bloodshot eyes...i wanted to have a chat with you to keep you awake and feeling less bored...i said something to you and when you replied me...i look into your eyes and i realised that i don't seem like i was a friend...instead,just a very very ordinary friend...one that you would just say hi to when we meet in the streets or maybe those that you would try to avoid from..

That night was my worst day...i remembered when most of you were sleeping...i watched the television quietly and did not spoke a word...that time i was struggling with my thoughts...i knew i had lost you...as a friend....i became not a friend anymore...