Today we had this freaking streaming talk on what subjects to take for next year....after listening to the talk,i felt very confused....confused and fretting over what subjects to take...till now,i have not come to any conclusion yet...i don't even know what i want..probably i will consider now and decide after the exam...afterall,it all depends on your result huh...haiz...signing off...byebye

Hey all...I've decided to post some Q&A stuffs here...questioned by me and answered by me too...lol?Since I've owed,got GST one right??So instead of 20,I'll do 25 questions.Come on!Let's go!~

1) If i happened to pick up a thousand dollars,what would i do with it?
Give it to the police luh...Zzz...
2) What do i like to do?
I like to do anything,more to computer games though...as long as I'm alone
3) What do i hate?
I hate noise and anyone that bothers me.
4) What is my last regret about?
Breaking up with my ex boyfriend.
5) How is my relationship with my family?
Bad...in my perspective...many arguments
6) Who i like?
Someone larhs...but I'm gonna give it up
7) What am i wishing on a wishing star?
Hope i can grow up quickly.
8) What is my goal in life?
Getting rid of irritating people
9) What is my personality like?
Someone who likes quietness
10) How do i describe myself?
Emo at times,noisy sometimes but quiet if no one talk to me
11) What do i want?
Everyone in the world to leave me alone
12) What is my ambition?
Currently a celebrity.
13) What do i hope to turn back?
Him to love me.
14) 5 descriptions that i want my friends to be like.
Someone who is friendly,cheerful,cute,trustworthy and do not care much about me.
15) What will i do if i cannot stand a person's irritation?
Bash that person up...be it girl or boy.
16) Is 5566 my idol?
Yes...especially wang renfu...and forever it will be till i forget about them...
17) Do i still like kelvin?
Yes now but not going to be anymore..It's the end.
18) Dreamguy?
Caring,able to bring me happiness,money not so...main thing is understand me.
19) Why i like 5566?
I feel that they are great singers+they are the exact people i want to learn from.They are the ones who make who i am now...they are my idol and so i grow up making them my goal.
20) How to make me cry?
Never.I will never cry in front of anyone.Can say that i care alot about my pride.
21) Why sometimes i so emo?
Erm..some reasons there...feeling unwell,thinking of something/a guy,feel like keeping quiet.
22) Why do i have so many secrets?
Sometimes,keeping quiet with all the troubles within myself,at times,there is a need to pour out some...don't worry,when i decided to pour out which,it means i don't mind letting everyoe know about it.
23) How i tolerate sin yee?
Sometimes just lend her a ear to speak to...bash her up if she irritates u,run away or scold her den walk away.
24) What do i wish for?
Anything i say in my blog,no one will ask me...treat it like you don't know.
25) What else do i want to say?
My very own pledge: "I,Geraldine goh,swear to study hard from now on and have a brighter future."
Hopefully one day there is a scene where my mum came to the airport to fetch me when i return from studying in USA.I will also aim to work very hard for money so that life will not be as bad as now.Also,there should be no more arguments between my sister and mother when i have the huge sum of money,money will shut them up right?I wish that all my hard work will pay to the happiness and peace i have in the future.And lastly,a great family without arguments and children not to have blogs,because to me,blog = something to say out like = unhappiness = not happy.I WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!EVEN MY OWNSELF!~

Today was boring....morning went to school...had science lesson...won a game...next the boring history and literature...after that recess then mother tongue and math...after school went to caltex buy food eat...den go back school do library duty....slack around...did not really do my duty....went to AVA room watch some of my friends performing because tomorrow is their competition...after that go home...feel sad dunnoe why....sometimes will cry for no particular reason....super sad....unhappy...boring...ah....i don't know why i became liddat...it is a great change in me since my primary school times....i very vexed lah...don't feel like talking now...byebye

this is the day where i first met you
i knew you since then but not you
i can't forget the past even with you here
the sights are etched in my heart

i can't forget the times we were together
being with you was memorable
things changed since then
we broke up so did my heart

till now i met new friend
that's when i forgot about you
but at times the scenes came back to me
how i wish i could forget the unhappy moments

he is handsome but not to others
i feel that he is but others declined
it's alright but still i'm not happy
it seems like i've lost the whole world

no one like you since last cared for me
no one there by my side
nobody to stand by me
i'm all alone in this whole world

He is someone i like.But there's nothing i can do to help him open up his heart.He has only himself to help himself.He has to forget the past.It's hurtful to see him always putting a frown on his face.....causing me to feel sad too....i hope he can pull himself up again and be like his oldest self....happy all the time without all the worries now....yeah....that's the thing i hate about growing up....there's a lot to worry about and vexed about...I remembered someone told me a short s tory and that is:

Like cutting onions,turn your eyes away from them to prevent crying,hence turn yourself away to prevent yourself from crying or being sad about that issue.SO...TURN AWAY TO REJECT SADNESS!

but when the thing came to you...i can't do it...can you?